ggrr

i want you to leave me alone
and i want to be honest
i want you to get the fuck out
of my life
it was never your life
you were only a small small bit part
a tiny third string player
and i am sorry if you had no idea
i am sorry if you were that damned slow
i am sorry if you were naive enough
not to believe when i warned you
and now you just hate
to hear all the words of the joy
and the newfound girl
and you just hate
to be reminded that you took so fucking long
and i had to hitch a ride
into the city and steal back my own damn guitar
and you don't like it when i
make an issue of how
you still have the strap on your little 
sister's guitar and you think
nothing of it and you wonder
why i am so mad
and you get upset
when a one word response
and a slow one
is all that you get
you know i don't know
what i should do
i can't be too honest without hurting you
and you don't see how much
i have put up with
and how i have waited and have been so patient
but you don't come around to the truth
and you won't get out of my face
go with the new girl
who's wanted you so long
and leave me the hell alone
i don't miss you
i'm pissed off
i wish you were gone

olivia bitting 1998

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